domingo, 18 de abril de 2010 Why?!

How life changes in a beat of a heart.. 3 days ago I was in love with a person who I didn't know if she felt the same .. now I'm trying to forget that same person because something change, because she now knows... It's life okay... but after that I wanted to stay friends, because I like her a lot, she's nice, she's funny and I really enjoy our conversations.. The bad part is that was just a dream 3 days ago I was living a dream now I'm living in a nightmare.. she doesn't talk to me.. and it's killing me inside, I know I don't have a chance with her but I still wanted to have the close distance that I once had with her and now she doesn't speak with me ... and we have a distance that's killing me!! You said that is all going to be good, that nothing will chance but why? why do you lie.. it's all diferent unfortunatly I don't care if you don't like me as I like you I just don't wanna lose you but I'm losing you and I just wish that something changes, I know it's early to say that but maybe it's the beginning of the end, our end! I'll pass you but in this moment I only wanted one thing in my life and that thing is that "I don't wanna lose you" but sadly that thing is happening... I know this doesn't help much but I love you and please stay by my side... I don't wanna lose you...